Days like these are the longest!

Im so used to spending almost every weekend with eric! This weekend felt so out of place. He notified me wednesday that he would be gone for two months and that he would be leaving tomorrow(which was last thursday) I spent as much time with him those two days as I could. When the time came for him to leave I just didnt take it very well at all. I cryed all the way back home. It was extreamly hard telling someone you love that you will see them when they get back in TWO MONTHS. But on a better note I got a phone call from him and got to talk to him which made this day so much better. Hearing him talk was definatly a god answered prayer today. He also told me tonight that he may be home at the end of october! Thank you jesus! Its only been 4 days since he left! and they have been the LONGEST 4 days ever! We will get through this though! No doubt what so ever! I love this guy and nothing will EVER change that! Wow it seems like our song always comes on at just the right moments...it came on the radio just as I was writing this. Thats god right their making it easier on me;) Im just so glad that he's enjoying doing what he's doing and finally making the type of money that he deserves! As long as my eric's happy so Am I!

What a day!

  Today just has not been a good day at all! I had an interview today! An hour before the interview I got a phone call saying it was cancelled and changed to tomorrow..really way to wait till the last minute. Of course I was already ready and fixin to leave. I can already tell im not gonna like this place. I cannot stand not being organized it just drives me crazy!
  On a better note tomorrow I get to watch my sweet neice tomorrow who I've missed like crazy! Im so used to keeping her everyday. But she started daycare. I havent been able to see her. She's sick so they wont take her tomorrow but Aunt Korky will! Ill spoil her and make her some soup,juice and cupcakes to make her feel all better:)
  Tommorrow will also be mine and erics 9 month anniversary! These have been the happiest 9 months of my life! I definatly wouldnt change them for anything. Im trully blessed and cant wait to spend many more months with mr.Eric by my side:)

Job interview today!

Well today I have a job interview! Fingers crossed Im not nervous when I get their because I can definatly tell you I've been scared all day! My day spent with briana was absolutly perfect and definatly much needed! We had a great time together. I cam home to a precious little girl who literally jumped in my arms when she saw me walk through that door! It was my sweet addi bug! Then later that night I got to see my Eric! Everything is always perfect when Im around him. He definatly makes me the happiest Girl in the world. We will be together 9 months on friday. My how time flys! I kinda got off subject their but now back to the interview stuff! Im ready to blow this interview out of the water! I can do it! Their is definatly no doubt. Wish me luck!:)

Today just gets better and better.

Okay so my last blog was about how I was so depressed that I was never going to find a job...Well guess what I got a phone call today to set up two interviews! Both next week! I guess that night I prayed for hours upon hours really paid off! God is amazing in everything that he does. I think him everyday for  whaat he does in my life no matter good or bad. He shouldnt do as much as he does for me because I dont quite enough time for him. My goal is to change that. Yes I might of said that when I was 12 on november 16th when I asked him into my heart. Im making a promise to keep this time!
   I'm so excited to leave tomorrow! I get to see Briana! We are gonna take a ton of pictures in the small amout of time we have together! We will make every minute special! I love my twin sister and could definatly not live without her!
    Okay I guess I should admit that blogging is now my new addiction now that I have figured out how to work it! Im going to make it my goal to write at least one blog a day from now on! This is an awesome stress releaver for sure!

God has a plan For me

Well I could'nt sleep the night before which truthfully isnt really a suprise to me...But their was a reason this time thankfully. Which its sad that Im thankful for that but most of the times I cant sleep because I didnt do anything that day to actually be tired. I regret taking this semester of going to college of. I should of just went. I'm a person that has to go,go,go all day. I cant stand the fact of having nothing to do. I've been so bored that Ive applied to every job in and out of this area. But absolutly no luck. But yeah Anyways I was up all night nearlly crying my eyes out and trying to figure out exactly what god was doing with my life...because I hadnt a clue. With about 3 hours of talking to god,listening to music,and talking to eric about my problems..(Yes he stayed up with me thankfully,so I texted him all night,he's just wonderful) I think I finally know what gods up too. He's paving my life out for me one step at a time and making it slow for me so i wont be rushed into anything because he''s the one who knows that I just hate being rushed. I'm still worried and scared what my life will bring. I just want to fulfill my dreams of helping kids out in any and everyway I can and someday I will get their so I guess I do need to slow down. The days coming it just takes time. On the other Hand now for exciting news that will hopefully cheer me up! I get to go visit my bestfriend since first grade this weekend oh I cant wait to spend time with her! She'll definatly put a smile on my face! My new motto: "Just take everyday step by step,God is always by your side you will get through everything because He never gives you anymore then you can handle".