God has a plan For me

Well I could'nt sleep the night before which truthfully isnt really a suprise to me...But their was a reason this time thankfully. Which its sad that Im thankful for that but most of the times I cant sleep because I didnt do anything that day to actually be tired. I regret taking this semester of going to college of. I should of just went. I'm a person that has to go,go,go all day. I cant stand the fact of having nothing to do. I've been so bored that Ive applied to every job in and out of this area. But absolutly no luck. But yeah Anyways I was up all night nearlly crying my eyes out and trying to figure out exactly what god was doing with my life...because I hadnt a clue. With about 3 hours of talking to god,listening to music,and talking to eric about my problems..(Yes he stayed up with me thankfully,so I texted him all night,he's just wonderful) I think I finally know what gods up too. He's paving my life out for me one step at a time and making it slow for me so i wont be rushed into anything because he''s the one who knows that I just hate being rushed. I'm still worried and scared what my life will bring. I just want to fulfill my dreams of helping kids out in any and everyway I can and someday I will get their so I guess I do need to slow down. The days coming it just takes time. On the other Hand now for exciting news that will hopefully cheer me up! I get to go visit my bestfriend since first grade this weekend oh I cant wait to spend time with her! She'll definatly put a smile on my face! My new motto: "Just take everyday step by step,God is always by your side you will get through everything because He never gives you anymore then you can handle".